seize the day! a song by aveneged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
but I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you (yeahhH), or kiss your lips again? (UwoOo)
So, I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day (x2)

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

wow! tht was a wierd feeling!

its exlained better in my 1st blog-wot m about to write is jst smthn i dident feel lyk writing there cuz tht blog every 1 sees it bt this 1 has less followers so i tell only few people wen i update (like 4 or 5 pple) wen i update i dnt really let pple come here much-hehe! so i put important stuff here=:p lol
damn la! on saturday wen i let my self go so fast when things got down, i got so freakn depressed=u shud av seen me! i wa sbeing rude to ma bro with no intentions of being rude-it just came! i left the bbq party around 5.00 nstead of 6.00 and stuff and just left! on the way was just thinkin, many thoughts were runnin through my head! it was such a wierd scary feeling, i was thinking of soooooooo many things tht i snapped when sum 1 interrupted me! ahhhh!......sigh
so i talked on9 with some frenz n stuff, just a few i felt lyk talking too and i talked to claryn hu i wasnt even close to, i just new her frm CA, dident even talk to her much just hi n bye! but wot she said made alot of sense, probably the best advice i had heard all weekend-hehehe-altho it was a bit pissing la on certain occasions wen i dident get wot she was talking about, i mean i got it obviously bt i dident really "get it" like i stil wondered y on different level-its had to xplain
ok so yea-bla bla! anyway this morning i woke up and i was like tht was 1 stupid weekend! i shudent have let my self snapped like tht-lol! wow! things r deffinetly easier said than done, n i have alot of theories n experiences to prove tht-haha! so yea lyk i was saying this morning, woke up, did my devotions and read some scriptures n quotes n all tht pastor jeremy had given at camp n stuff-XD.....so erm yea, decided not to give up-hehe! jeeze! no ones lyf is perfect, if u say ur life is perfect u r a tru lier, but if u say u make use of wat u go, make lyf count n focuz on the good stuff-then i can whole heartedly believe u! ^_^
tths it 4 now
chao!

new me...out with the negativity, in with the positivity ^_^

usually id write this in my 1st blog bt i wanna put it here 4 a while be 4 there-hehe
so frm da 1st blog, u noe i went to a youth camp!
hehe-it was the best thing tht ever happened to me la!
so some pple hu r close to me know tht i cn b pretty "locked up" if ud put it tht way-haha!
m a bit emo-nt so much la-i said a bit-hehe! sometimes i clearly state hw i totally hate life n stuff! :).....
i also realized tht i have never written a poem about happiness bt its always sad angry poems or smthn-lol n well m pretty negative ^_^.....its nt ma fault bt wot cn i say ^_^
so ive decided to become absolutely positive-hehe-no seriuzly!
totally positve, m going to live life to the absolutely fullest, b the best i can b in everyway!...seriuz!
the sermons in camp made me realize hw stupid i am when i hold on to the past or totally break down when life sux, life isnt easy-every 1 noes tht! bad and horrible things wud always b thrown in ur face bt it doesnt mean u stand there and allow it to b thrown at u and totally break down!, it means u stand ur ground, b firm and b true to yourself!!! and u cnt always give up when life is bad trust me it wont get any better infact more stuff there wud b more stuff life has to throw at u! and u better pull urself together n b storng , atleast tht what i plan to do!! :)
life is once! only once! once once once! think of tht! m nt just gonna sit there n watch it pass me by............ITS ONCE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!........i gotta make every moment count!
so yea those r my reasons to the sudden change and my new reason 4 being possitve and nt giving up so easily ;) ^_^.......hu ever may find me wierd for this and say its cliche n cheezy....u think thts ma problem? haha-if ur answer is no then u r right-ur decisions doesnt harm me-lol-thts ur problem nt mine keep ur opinions to urself ;) .....m nt here to please the world!! ^_^

extra random stuff:-
my fav songs for this week :-

"run" by hillsong united
"the stand" by hillsong united

fav song so far in december :)

hmmm.....lemme c
i starded december listening to "run" by leona lois-the story of how i started listening to it u can c on the recent post be 4 this or i think the 1 be 4 tht :).....and as the 1st week of december continued i listened to the following:-

1) seize the day by avenged sevenfold.......... (my fav of this week)
2)"us against the world" n "swear it again" by westlife
3) "bye bye bye" and "its gonna be me" by nsync
4) some classics of britney spears like "overprotected" and "stronger"
5) the new T.I song, i keep forgetting the damn title
6) offcuz "run" by leona lois :)
7)"angels" by robbie williams...i also like the jessica simpson version and david archuleta versions
8)"light on" by david cook
9) "right here" by brandy...........(my fav of this week)

this month i have pretty much been listening to those old classic songs ("2-4") like brit spears, nsync, westlife and all those pple! and i still luv seize the day by aveneged sevenfold (A7X)-u guyz shud hear it la it rox!! i luv the beat n all tht! a7x has like the best guiter solo's u'll ever here!! go listen now!! hahha! and run by leona is pretty cool tho! it broke sum kinda record tht i forgot! so thts about it! i luv david archuleta(as an artist) and i think his voice is awsome but i must admit that "light on" by david cook is freakn off the hook! it has a rocker vibe to it-no suprise there-hehe-n its pretty catch n cool! :), right here is brandy's new single and its also realy catch n i luv the beat :) .... if by the end of decemeber-i fall inluv with sum more songs! id put it up! hehee!
tc

tsubasa theme song which i luv!

innumerable emotons pierce our racing hearts
our ballads continue quietly with no hesitations
our shadowns blended n from the far edge of the sky
when we take forth these memories
somewhere between whim and inevitability
even if this whirlpool of time that we've come across falters
i'll trust in your voice
out seeking out limitless dreams in this future with no clue where to look
i know that even if i loose the light, some day there will be the flame you've lit for me within your sparkling heart
and we'll trade these fragments of our dreams for wings

the above is the lyrics to the theme song of the Japanese anime "tsubasa chronicles", its a pretty intresting anime, as u followers of my 1st blog will know, i wasnt really much into anime, the only 2 i like so far will b tsubasa and naruto, again the story of how i came to luv both is written in my first blog and the titles of tht particular post is "my surprising like to anime!"

well , i just luv the words of these song! lol! thts y i felt lyk writing it! hehe

fav songs of this week/month

just the stuff ve been listening to recently.....

1) live your life by T.I and rihanna

2) just stand up by all female star artisits

3) womanizer by britney spears

4) Dear GOD by avenged sevenfold

5)whatever you like by T.I

6)touch my hands by david archuleta

number 1 is really cool n awsome and T.i n rihanna make a good duo, number 2 is really cool 2 n stuff, except miley cyrus voice sux a bit in it-alot actually, nt as mature as da other singer, m sorry all u miley fans but its true, number 2 is sooooooo damn catchy n all u britney haters, u must admit, she is a pretty good artist la, she can dance n writes good stuff, m not talkn about her social life bt proffesional life.....number 4 by avenged sevenfold is pretty cool n stuff and its also very catchy, they r a rock band, hard metal rock band, but dear God IS PRETTY SOFT N NICE!!!, number 5 is a cool song from T.I, its also pretty nice.......touch my hands by archuleta is so awsome! i love it! i hated it at 1st bt now well, i listen to it alot! haha.....he is awsome n his album rox! :)

check them out! they r cool songs! cya for now! bye

things about pple that piss the crap outta me!!!

hmmm........
AHHHHHH..........the thing that pisses me off the very most is when u help the guts outta ur frend and work hard or do wtv u have to do to help them and save thier @$$ and then in the end they turn on u or become b**** to u-tht hurts like crap! thing about me also is tht wen they hurt me and ask 4 help again, i re-help and the THEY TURN ON U AGAIN!!!.....so dont even have the bloody guts to say thnku! especially if it was something majoy tht u did for them tht could get u in major trouble n yet u r willing to do it n then they dont APPREACIATE A SINGLE THING!!!.......thts like WTF!.....tht has happen to me 4 times scince yr 7 n uncounted times my whole life......but wot can u do!! some people just never chnage la!!

mmm........second 1 is wen pple say stuff or wtv tht r not inteneded to hurt u but then it does hurt u n then they r just like wtv!, in other words, jokes tht hurt other pple......that doesnt really piss me off but i dont like it either-its not cool at all-not nice! :)......again! its life wottodo, cnt change it mighta's well roll with it ;)............hehe
the others are just major stuff tht m not a "fan" off like b***, mean pple, ungratefull pple, people hu love themselves n r proud of thier looks=as in overly proud,people hu try sooooooo hard to act cool A.K.A pple hu r never themselves- i like normal pple even if u r da craziest person in da world, as long as ur being urself its cool=-hehehe........B UR BLOODY SELF 4 GOODNESS SAKE!!! XD and also its ok to speak ur mind right, its a good thing but then when u speak ur mind too much n it hurts pple sumtimes-tht aint to cool-like commening about everything-hey! i can admit it, ive been caugh doing some of these things , its normal, but then ALL THE TIME! thts not too nice

mmmmm..........i like goofy people, funny people cuz i like to laugh, random people, nerdy people hu yet have a fun side to them, crazy people hu just wanna have a gooooooooooodddddddd time n just down to earth people hu dont take pride in themselves too much ^_^

i wrote this today out of being angry-hehe.....i do mean most of them but in some ive been a bit harsh so sorry to da readers in areas wher it seems m harsh ^_^

random unnoticed quotes n sounds

hmmm......pple he know me wud know about this-lol
like every month or every 2 months, i have new quotes n saying-i dnt intend to have them but i cnt help it-i just realyze tht i do randomly
in the las few months they have been:-
despicable, wth!, damn u!, "in a good way", "thts ur problem" , "psheeee", "bafoon", "jeeze"

this month my qoute is:-
sure(in ma sarcastic voice^^)....psheee.....rite(sarcastic voice).......wtv....."join the club".....whats ur problem....

hehehe-its normal 4 pple obviously tht they have their quotes bt like 4 me they r noticable to other cuz like pple notice it n stuff n sumtimes they r new words n all-XD.....m a wierd person in certain ways bt thats my uniqueness-i cnt help it-hehehehehhehee


thts about it! :)
bye

my motos

this is ask my friends all the time la and scince this is blog is about stuff i lyk, mighta well post what my motots n princepals are

my 3 motos :-

1) a path without obstacles probably doesnt lead anywhere
2) behind every b*tch is a man hu made them tht way=tht is if they turned from good to bitchy in the blink of an eye
3) if people love to gossip about other people, i might as well give them something to talk about

meanings:-
number 1 just simply means that sumtimes like may suck, but there is no 1 in the world with a smooth life n rocking life and everything we do is faced with obstacles and challenges, its just a part of life u gotta get used to
number 2 is like typical teengae gul stuff.....becoming b*tchy to impress a certaing guy ur heart may be on or changing for the guy, so in certaing cases its not the persons fault, so we shud forgive them la :)
number 3 means tht u shudent give a f*ck about what people gossip about and its natural tht gossipes like to gossip, so instead of trying not to b their topic, which will never work, just b yourself, do what u do n do it with grace n let them gossip all they want la

so there, ^_^.....by 3 basic motos-hehe......not all the time, i mean i have 10000000 of them, but for this pass couple of months, these 3 have come in handy-so i put them there-heheh
cya

blog number 2

heya readers/friends.......
so....this is my second blog-hehe
the first blog titled "my life in malaysia" is about well, duh, my life in malaysia and what i do and stuff, by next year i would make my 3rd and final well titled "back home" which would describe what i do when i go back home and leave malaysia.....yea...offcuz tht depends on if they allow as to use labtops n school scince i might b staying in a boarding school/hostel.....i dunno if there would be a 4th one, but there might be if i do go to unversity or college in another country....XD......

so this blog is just about well, as u can figure out, my likes, loves and hates....things i like, things that piss the crap outta me, my daily hobbies, my friends and all those kinda stuff.....XD.....so thats about it for this one, the one i would update the most is "my life in malaysia" hehehe
well, thats about it for now

bye........