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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

seize the day! a song by aveneged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
but I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you (yeahhH), or kiss your lips again? (UwoOo)
So, I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day (x2)

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Sunday, December 28, 2008

wow! tht was a wierd feeling!

its exlained better in my 1st blog-wot m about to write is jst smthn i dident feel lyk writing there cuz tht blog every 1 sees it bt this 1 has less followers so i tell only few people wen i update (like 4 or 5 pple) wen i update i dnt really let pple come here much-hehe! so i put important stuff here=:p lol
damn la! on saturday wen i let my self go so fast when things got down, i got so freakn depressed=u shud av seen me! i wa sbeing rude to ma bro with no intentions of being rude-it just came! i left the bbq party around 5.00 nstead of 6.00 and stuff and just left! on the way was just thinkin, many thoughts were runnin through my head! it was such a wierd scary feeling, i was thinking of soooooooo many things tht i snapped when sum 1 interrupted me! ahhhh!......sigh
so i talked on9 with some frenz n stuff, just a few i felt lyk talking too and i talked to claryn hu i wasnt even close to, i just new her frm CA, dident even talk to her much just hi n bye! but wot she said made alot of sense, probably the best advice i had heard all weekend-hehehe-altho it was a bit pissing la on certain occasions wen i dident get wot she was talking about, i mean i got it obviously bt i dident really "get it" like i stil wondered y on different level-its had to xplain
ok so yea-bla bla! anyway this morning i woke up and i was like tht was 1 stupid weekend! i shudent have let my self snapped like tht-lol! wow! things r deffinetly easier said than done, n i have alot of theories n experiences to prove tht-haha! so yea lyk i was saying this morning, woke up, did my devotions and read some scriptures n quotes n all tht pastor jeremy had given at camp n stuff-XD.....so erm yea, decided not to give up-hehe! jeeze! no ones lyf is perfect, if u say ur life is perfect u r a tru lier, but if u say u make use of wat u go, make lyf count n focuz on the good stuff-then i can whole heartedly believe u! ^_^
tths it 4 now
chao!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

new me...out with the negativity, in with the positivity ^_^

usually id write this in my 1st blog bt i wanna put it here 4 a while be 4 there-hehe
so frm da 1st blog, u noe i went to a youth camp!
hehe-it was the best thing tht ever happened to me la!
so some pple hu r close to me know tht i cn b pretty "locked up" if ud put it tht way-haha!
m a bit emo-nt so much la-i said a bit-hehe! sometimes i clearly state hw i totally hate life n stuff! :).....
i also realized tht i have never written a poem about happiness bt its always sad angry poems or smthn-lol n well m pretty negative ^_^.....its nt ma fault bt wot cn i say ^_^
so ive decided to become absolutely positive-hehe-no seriuzly!
totally positve, m going to live life to the absolutely fullest, b the best i can b in everyway!...seriuz!
the sermons in camp made me realize hw stupid i am when i hold on to the past or totally break down when life sux, life isnt easy-every 1 noes tht! bad and horrible things wud always b thrown in ur face bt it doesnt mean u stand there and allow it to b thrown at u and totally break down!, it means u stand ur ground, b firm and b true to yourself!!! and u cnt always give up when life is bad trust me it wont get any better infact more stuff there wud b more stuff life has to throw at u! and u better pull urself together n b storng , atleast tht what i plan to do!! :)
life is once! only once! once once once! think of tht! m nt just gonna sit there n watch it pass me by............ITS ONCE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!........i gotta make every moment count!
so yea those r my reasons to the sudden change and my new reason 4 being possitve and nt giving up so easily ;) ^_^.......hu ever may find me wierd for this and say its cliche n cheezy....u think thts ma problem? haha-if ur answer is no then u r right-ur decisions doesnt harm me-lol-thts ur problem nt mine keep ur opinions to urself ;) .....m nt here to please the world!! ^_^

extra random stuff:-
my fav songs for this week :-

"run" by hillsong united
"the stand" by hillsong united

Friday, December 5, 2008

fav song so far in december :)

hmmm.....lemme c
i starded december listening to "run" by leona lois-the story of how i started listening to it u can c on the recent post be 4 this or i think the 1 be 4 tht :).....and as the 1st week of december continued i listened to the following:-

1) seize the day by avenged sevenfold.......... (my fav of this week)
2)"us against the world" n "swear it again" by westlife
3) "bye bye bye" and "its gonna be me" by nsync
4) some classics of britney spears like "overprotected" and "stronger"
5) the new T.I song, i keep forgetting the damn title
6) offcuz "run" by leona lois :)
7)"angels" by robbie williams...i also like the jessica simpson version and david archuleta versions

8)"light on" by david cook
9) "right here"
by brandy...........(my fav of this week)

this month i have pretty much been listening to those old classic songs ("2-4") like brit spears, nsync, westlife and all those pple! and i still luv seize the day by aveneged sevenfold (A7X)-u guyz shud hear it la it rox!! i luv the beat n all tht! a7x has like the best guiter solo's u'll ever here!! go listen now!! hahha! and run by leona is pretty cool tho! it broke sum kinda record tht i forgot! so thts about it! i luv david archuleta(as an artist) and i think his voice is awsome but i must admit that "light on" by david cook is freakn off the hook! it has a rocker vibe to it-no suprise there-hehe-n its pretty catch n cool! :), right here is brandy's new single and its also realy catch n i luv the beat :) .... if by the end of decemeber-i fall inluv with sum more songs! id put it up! hehee!
tc