i think i wud b ok

lol........heyz......having updated in a while
erm...so yea.....lol
i know i kept whinnning about leaving.....bt nw i dont think id b too sad to go-haha
things r a bit rocky if i shud say-m nt a person hu lykes to whine, complain n say wot i really feel which wud xplain my sarcasm-haha-its a way of hidding inner feeling la-lmao-4 me atleast-lol
so ok = yea = lol
skool is random 4 me n incredibly depressing! home is so so-usualy life-lol-bt no privacy due to the lil gul hu stays wif me-she follows me everywhere la-lol.....hmmm.....my happy place now is nowhere!! mayb la church-lol-youth meetings i mean, going on saturday-CA class n all-its fun n exciting n cool n the sermonz rock-:)
bt then its soo far n ma mum say so much money to take taxi...sigh....so tht wud b over seen-hehe-i think i wnt b able to go every saturday-XD-bt eh-wottodo....i h8 nt being able to go tho-its by peaceful n happy place :)
so yea.....i wud miss ma CA frenz alot-i met cool people at church n stuff-they rock! :)
they r nt as close to me much yet cuz just met n i c them on saturdays ony-bt stil they r cool :)
<3 thm :D
so ya ya.......sucky! :)
at the moment, m living lyf, everyday is a struggle bt hey! no 1 is perfect-lol-its lyf!
no 1 is perfect, those hu seem 2 b perfect r only those hu make everything count n live life to the fullest n also ignore stupidity n depressing things :)......so i kinda try not to live by people rules n expetations n nt live by the name they give me, i choose hu i wanna b-lol-just cuz others say smthn else dont mean it has to b :)......so dont hold a grudge! move on! life is way tooo short :)
haha.....so yea ^^
duno wot to right dudez (n duddettes) :)
take care
<3