life is such a drag

ahhhh! life has been sooo painful these last few dayz!! i have had my good moments like the easter presentation n seeing my friends (post in 1st blog)....i nearly lost my voice about 2 days ao or 3 dayz ago due to faustration n screaming~ my head was like spinning n i was dizzy n just like aghhhhhhh!!! n owww! its jst annoying!! n yea got sick n all! been to hospital, thye gave me lyk sooooo much medicines n all tht! yea! sux! some r sooo freaking bitter lah!! anyway....yea.....n then today i have to go back again so cuz of tht cnt go to cheer practice-smthn i dnt really mind (i have ma reason)-haha! so yea! tht sucked a bit tho! anyway....today mornin w as a bit cheerful n some 2 pissed me off again-lol....this week going to malacca i hope its like awsomeee! i need some awsome trip to keep me peacefull n all! jst a relaxing place with no f***d up drama! hehe! i hope its awsome lah! still trusting God lah! his plans r perfect! so far so goood i guez! ma holidays hasnt sucked as much as i thought xcept my very few rages!! :) (A)
bt wtv lyf goes on~! the world wud revolve, life wud go on, whether m sad or not! so i might as well b happy n live it to the fullest i guess :)
peace n luv!
take care :)

i think i wud b ok

lol........heyz......having updated in a while
erm...so yea.....lol
i know i kept whinnning about leaving.....bt nw i dont think id b too sad to go-haha
things r a bit rocky if i shud say-m nt a person hu lykes to whine, complain n say wot i really feel which wud xplain my sarcasm-haha-its a way of hidding inner feeling la-lmao-4 me atleast-lol
so ok = yea = lol
skool is random 4 me n incredibly depressing! home is so so-usualy life-lol-bt no privacy due to the lil gul hu stays wif me-she follows me everywhere la-lol.....hmmm.....my happy place now is nowhere!! mayb la church-lol-youth meetings i mean, going on saturday-CA class n all-its fun n exciting n cool n the sermonz rock-:)
bt then its soo far n ma mum say so much money to take taxi...sigh....so tht wud b over seen-hehe-i think i wnt b able to go every saturday-XD-bt eh-wottodo....i h8 nt being able to go tho-its by peaceful n happy place :)
so yea.....i wud miss ma CA frenz alot-i met cool people at church n stuff-they rock! :)
they r nt as close to me much yet cuz just met n i c them on saturdays ony-bt stil they r cool :)
<3 thm :D
so ya ya.......sucky! :)
at the moment, m living lyf, everyday is a struggle bt hey! no 1 is perfect-lol-its lyf!
no 1 is perfect, those hu seem 2 b perfect r only those hu make everything count n live life to the fullest n also ignore stupidity n depressing things :)......so i kinda try not to live by people rules n expetations n nt live by the name they give me, i choose hu i wanna b-lol-just cuz others say smthn else dont mean it has to b :)......so dont hold a grudge! move on! life is way tooo short :)
haha.....so yea ^^
duno wot to right dudez (n duddettes) :)
take care
<3

random unnoticed quotes n sounds

hmmm......pple he know me wud know about this-lol
like every month or every 2 months, i have new quotes n saying-i dnt intend to have them but i cnt help it-i just realyze tht i do randomly
in the las few months they have been:-
despicable, wth!, damn u!, "in a good way", "thts ur problem" , "psheeee", "bafoon", "jeeze"

this month my qoute is:-
sure(in ma sarcastic voice^^)....psheee.....rite(sarcastic voice).......wtv....."join the club".....whats ur problem....

hehehe-its normal 4 pple obviously tht they have their quotes bt like 4 me they r noticable to other cuz like pple notice it n stuff n sumtimes they r new words n all-XD.....m a wierd person in certain ways bt thats my uniqueness-i cnt help it-hehehehehhehee


thts about it! :)
bye

my motos

this is ask my friends all the time la and scince this is blog is about stuff i lyk, mighta well post what my motots n princepals are

my 3 motos :-

1) a path without obstacles probably doesnt lead anywhere
2) behind every b*tch is a man hu made them tht way=tht is if they turned from good to bitchy in the blink of an eye
3) if people love to gossip about other people, i might as well give them something to talk about

meanings:-
number 1 just simply means that sumtimes like may suck, but there is no 1 in the world with a smooth life n rocking life and everything we do is faced with obstacles and challenges, its just a part of life u gotta get used to
number 2 is like typical teengae gul stuff.....becoming b*tchy to impress a certaing guy ur heart may be on or changing for the guy, so in certaing cases its not the persons fault, so we shud forgive them la :)
number 3 means tht u shudent give a f*ck about what people gossip about and its natural tht gossipes like to gossip, so instead of trying not to b their topic, which will never work, just b yourself, do what u do n do it with grace n let them gossip all they want la

so there, ^_^.....by 3 basic motos-hehe......not all the time, i mean i have 10000000 of them, but for this pass couple of months, these 3 have come in handy-so i put them there-heheh
cya