life as a cook book?

i was just being random when i heard a quote n thought about it
it said "dont u wish life was a cook book where every recipe was a cook book where everthing had a recipe to show how exactly it should b made"
in simple english(tht is simple enuf but...) wot if we had "something", just anything tht controlled stuff....u know....so tht we wont make mistakes n stupid ones as well......smthn like tht
tht wud b cool la.....v wnt make stupid mistakes, n tht thought had me going for a while until realized even with a "cook" book, sometimes the recipes we make ourselfs are the best recipes :)
sometimes the choices we make oursleves r the best 1s n it ma take 1000 trials n errors n mistakes to get there bt most important is tht u got there right? n when u realyz how good it feels to finally suceed, u also realize tht it was sooooooo worth the wait? atleast it feels good tht u got there urself n dident use some rules or smthn people wrote 4 u!
one day of a similar situation occurz n therz no "recipe", wotchu gonna do right? hehehe
so yea......even thought life may b so messed up n annoying sometimes its kinda worht the w8 to figure things out of ur own.....it may take sum nail bitting, destroying of things and faustration bt u wud get there n trust me it will feel sooooooooooooooo good u wnt regret it one bit ^_^
thts about it 4 nw
tc

i think i wud b ok

lol........heyz......having updated in a while
erm...so yea.....lol
i know i kept whinnning about leaving.....bt nw i dont think id b too sad to go-haha
things r a bit rocky if i shud say-m nt a person hu lykes to whine, complain n say wot i really feel which wud xplain my sarcasm-haha-its a way of hidding inner feeling la-lmao-4 me atleast-lol
so ok = yea = lol
skool is random 4 me n incredibly depressing! home is so so-usualy life-lol-bt no privacy due to the lil gul hu stays wif me-she follows me everywhere la-lol.....hmmm.....my happy place now is nowhere!! mayb la church-lol-youth meetings i mean, going on saturday-CA class n all-its fun n exciting n cool n the sermonz rock-:)
bt then its soo far n ma mum say so much money to take taxi...sigh....so tht wud b over seen-hehe-i think i wnt b able to go every saturday-XD-bt eh-wottodo....i h8 nt being able to go tho-its by peaceful n happy place :)
so yea.....i wud miss ma CA frenz alot-i met cool people at church n stuff-they rock! :)
they r nt as close to me much yet cuz just met n i c them on saturdays ony-bt stil they r cool :)
<3 thm :D
so ya ya.......sucky! :)
at the moment, m living lyf, everyday is a struggle bt hey! no 1 is perfect-lol-its lyf!
no 1 is perfect, those hu seem 2 b perfect r only those hu make everything count n live life to the fullest n also ignore stupidity n depressing things :)......so i kinda try not to live by people rules n expetations n nt live by the name they give me, i choose hu i wanna b-lol-just cuz others say smthn else dont mean it has to b :)......so dont hold a grudge! move on! life is way tooo short :)
haha.....so yea ^^
duno wot to right dudez (n duddettes) :)
take care
<3

janurary music

hmmmmmmmm.........ma jan music-lol

1)heroes by mariah care
2)with everything by hillsong united
3)still by hillsong untied
4)run to you....idk the artist....but hillsong united has a version :)
5")i'll be there" by mariah carey

erm....well duh, today is 1st january 2009-wohooo! so anywazy the above songs r what ive been listening to! the first 2 songs i listened all day today-lol!......m lyk a huge fan of hillsong cuz they r awsome! n i luv al their songs! :).....heroes by mariah carey is obviously one of the ebst songs ever made! i use to listen to it n today i was was watchning her tour on the new fiesta channel on astor n herd the song n remeber hw much i use to luv it-so i started playin it again today :)