its just the way things r! :)

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

life is such a drag

ahhhh! life has been sooo painful these last few dayz!! i have had my good moments like the easter presentation n seeing my friends (post in 1st blog)....i nearly lost my voice about 2 days ao or 3 dayz ago due to faustration n screaming~ my head was like spinning n i was dizzy n just like aghhhhhhh!!! n owww! its jst annoying!! n yea got sick n all! been to hospital, thye gave me lyk sooooo much medicines n all tht! yea! sux! some r sooo freaking bitter lah!! anyway....yea.....n then today i have to go back again so cuz of tht cnt go to cheer practice-smthn i dnt really mind (i have ma reason)-haha! so yea! tht sucked a bit tho! anyway....today mornin w as a bit cheerful n some 2 pissed me off again-lol....this week going to malacca i hope its like awsomeee! i need some awsome trip to keep me peacefull n all! jst a relaxing place with no f***d up drama! hehe! i hope its awsome lah! still trusting God lah! his plans r perfect! so far so goood i guez! ma holidays hasnt sucked as much as i thought xcept my very few rages!! :) (A)
bt wtv lyf goes on~! the world wud revolve, life wud go on, whether m sad or not! so i might as well b happy n live it to the fullest i guess :)
peace n luv!
take care :)

april n may music

well-woah! i havent written here in lyk a long time-lol
btw music i begun april with is :-

1)farewell to the fareground by white lies
copy n paste this :- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dohJLd3IQmk

2)what hurts the most by rascall flats
copy n paste this :- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5FlhxIibB0

3) my wish by rascall flats
copy n paste to listen= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_zi4OxJpY0

4) i surrender by celine dion

5) the climb by miley cyrus

6) i'll be missng you by puff daddy n faith evans

7) invincible by clay aiken

8) knock you down by keri hilson, ne yo n kanye west!

9) pick it up by planet shakers

10) always and forver by planet shakers


they r gooood songz men! go listen the them :) they r freaking awsomeeeee :)
trust me! especially number 2! it rox! :) i just really've been listen to rascall flats-nt really a fan before bt nw i <3 them :)....i surrender is an old celine deon song! i lyk it! :)...m nt a miley cyrus fun! the song the clim is abit annoying with the way she moves in the video becuz shes annoying n over does it! bt the song itself is nice :).....number 6 is a classic hit from p.diddy during those days he was puff daddy! i luv tht song! very nice! :)...i use to here it as a kid n nw i re-heard it n rmebeer hw much i luved it ! :)...number 7 is an awsome song!! by clay aiken, american idol runner up-i forgot wot season-heheh :),...bt its a nice song lah :)
number 8 is a new song i have started listening to! its pretty coool! the lyricz r cooool n ne-yo's voice is aawsome innit! hehehe :) 2 songs by planet shakers~! very nice! i jst became a fan! they r awsomeeee!!! :)

feburary music ^_^

this beginning of the month my top ones r:-

1) kiss me through the phone by soulja boy
2) my life would suck without you by kell clarkson
3) broken glass by james morrison n nelly furtado
4) stay by sugarland
5) last name by carrie underwood

NUMBER ONE N TWO IVE BEEN LISTENIN TO LIKE FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE MONTH TILL TODAY EVEN WEN M WRITING THIS I MA LISTENING TO IT! HAHA! :)..............number 1 is really nice n catchy n is honestly the 1st song of soulja boy tht actually has lyrics n makes sense!!! :) the link to that is this= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHaG447D-QU
jst copy n past tht :) really nice! GO LISTEN! :)
next one, number 2 is really nice! i <3 style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">so yea m fellow dude n dudettes! check it out! :)

life as a cook book?

i was just being random when i heard a quote n thought about it
it said "dont u wish life was a cook book where every recipe was a cook book where everthing had a recipe to show how exactly it should b made"
in simple english(tht is simple enuf but...) wot if we had "something", just anything tht controlled stuff....u know....so tht we wont make mistakes n stupid ones as well......smthn like tht
tht wud b cool la.....v wnt make stupid mistakes, n tht thought had me going for a while until realized even with a "cook" book, sometimes the recipes we make ourselfs are the best recipes :)
sometimes the choices we make oursleves r the best 1s n it ma take 1000 trials n errors n mistakes to get there bt most important is tht u got there right? n when u realyz how good it feels to finally suceed, u also realize tht it was sooooooo worth the wait? atleast it feels good tht u got there urself n dident use some rules or smthn people wrote 4 u!
one day of a similar situation occurz n therz no "recipe", wotchu gonna do right? hehehe
so yea......even thought life may b so messed up n annoying sometimes its kinda worht the w8 to figure things out of ur own.....it may take sum nail bitting, destroying of things and faustration bt u wud get there n trust me it will feel sooooooooooooooo good u wnt regret it one bit ^_^
thts about it 4 nw
tc

i think i wud b ok

lol........heyz......having updated in a while
erm...so yea.....lol
i know i kept whinnning about leaving.....bt nw i dont think id b too sad to go-haha
things r a bit rocky if i shud say-m nt a person hu lykes to whine, complain n say wot i really feel which wud xplain my sarcasm-haha-its a way of hidding inner feeling la-lmao-4 me atleast-lol
so ok = yea = lol
skool is random 4 me n incredibly depressing! home is so so-usualy life-lol-bt no privacy due to the lil gul hu stays wif me-she follows me everywhere la-lol.....hmmm.....my happy place now is nowhere!! mayb la church-lol-youth meetings i mean, going on saturday-CA class n all-its fun n exciting n cool n the sermonz rock-:)
bt then its soo far n ma mum say so much money to take taxi...sigh....so tht wud b over seen-hehe-i think i wnt b able to go every saturday-XD-bt eh-wottodo....i h8 nt being able to go tho-its by peaceful n happy place :)
so yea.....i wud miss ma CA frenz alot-i met cool people at church n stuff-they rock! :)
they r nt as close to me much yet cuz just met n i c them on saturdays ony-bt stil they r cool :)
<3 thm :D
so ya ya.......sucky! :)
at the moment, m living lyf, everyday is a struggle bt hey! no 1 is perfect-lol-its lyf!
no 1 is perfect, those hu seem 2 b perfect r only those hu make everything count n live life to the fullest n also ignore stupidity n depressing things :)......so i kinda try not to live by people rules n expetations n nt live by the name they give me, i choose hu i wanna b-lol-just cuz others say smthn else dont mean it has to b :)......so dont hold a grudge! move on! life is way tooo short :)
haha.....so yea ^^
duno wot to right dudez (n duddettes) :)
take care
<3

janurary music

hmmmmmmmm.........ma jan music-lol

1)heroes by mariah care
2)with everything by hillsong united
3)still by hillsong untied
4)run to you....idk the artist....but hillsong united has a version :)
5")i'll be there" by mariah carey

erm....well duh, today is 1st january 2009-wohooo! so anywazy the above songs r what ive been listening to! the first 2 songs i listened all day today-lol!......m lyk a huge fan of hillsong cuz they r awsome! n i luv al their songs! :).....heroes by mariah carey is obviously one of the ebst songs ever made! i use to listen to it n today i was was watchning her tour on the new fiesta channel on astor n herd the song n remeber hw much i use to luv it-so i started playin it again today :)