wow! tht was a wierd feeling!

its exlained better in my 1st blog-wot m about to write is jst smthn i dident feel lyk writing there cuz tht blog every 1 sees it bt this 1 has less followers so i tell only few people wen i update (like 4 or 5 pple) wen i update i dnt really let pple come here much-hehe! so i put important stuff here=:p lol
damn la! on saturday wen i let my self go so fast when things got down, i got so freakn depressed=u shud av seen me! i wa sbeing rude to ma bro with no intentions of being rude-it just came! i left the bbq party around 5.00 nstead of 6.00 and stuff and just left! on the way was just thinkin, many thoughts were runnin through my head! it was such a wierd scary feeling, i was thinking of soooooooo many things tht i snapped when sum 1 interrupted me! ahhhh!......sigh
so i talked on9 with some frenz n stuff, just a few i felt lyk talking too and i talked to claryn hu i wasnt even close to, i just new her frm CA, dident even talk to her much just hi n bye! but wot she said made alot of sense, probably the best advice i had heard all weekend-hehehe-altho it was a bit pissing la on certain occasions wen i dident get wot she was talking about, i mean i got it obviously bt i dident really "get it" like i stil wondered y on different level-its had to xplain
ok so yea-bla bla! anyway this morning i woke up and i was like tht was 1 stupid weekend! i shudent have let my self snapped like tht-lol! wow! things r deffinetly easier said than done, n i have alot of theories n experiences to prove tht-haha! so yea lyk i was saying this morning, woke up, did my devotions and read some scriptures n quotes n all tht pastor jeremy had given at camp n stuff-XD.....so erm yea, decided not to give up-hehe! jeeze! no ones lyf is perfect, if u say ur life is perfect u r a tru lier, but if u say u make use of wat u go, make lyf count n focuz on the good stuff-then i can whole heartedly believe u! ^_^
tths it 4 now
chao!